GrimtalesRachel

I shall actually post something

But this day is not the day

I haven't checked my notifications in weeks holy Hell--

Welp, I'm sort of back now, to my desolate dA page that I rarely use.

Life update? Well, school is kicking my ass because being a senior sucks, anddd...my dad died. On November 13th. Things are pretty fucking crazy.

Love you dad <3 

Today is my birthday! I turn ~17~. I'm old now lmao.

I know, I know, I have the wrong birthday on dA. It says October 31st 1998, but I was actually born October 25 2000.
Here's to a new chapter of life, I guess. Growing up is pretty scary but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy my birthday.

It's 00:17 am
Literally all I did today was school, lunch, math, homework, one inktober drawing and a bit of chatting online
I honestly don't know if I can do this anymore holy shit I don't even get time to sleep at night and feel like death all day in class...
I didn't have time to do anything relaxing or take a nap or do some research about universities or do more proper inktober drawings or even study properly...God, I'm so fucking tired. 

I really wanna finish some drawings and start writing stuff but I feel
so
fucking
exhausted

I'm honestly burned out. I don't have the energy to do anything lately. Everything's just a haze, I can never have enough energy or focus.
Worst thing? I'm running on a time limit.

AAAAAAAA